SOMETIMES ON A DOG WALK, I wonder what’s happened to my dogs. We walk in a wilderness place that they know well, so they take off for while and I’m all alone on the path. When I stand outside myself, or float a few hundred feet in the air, I look down at me and ask, “What’s that guy doing, the only soul in sight?” And then I smile at the answer, “He’s walking his dogs.”
Yesterday after they abandoned me, I had a chance to notice the last of the snow on the ground, scattered patterns here and there. This patch looked like a lion, that like a spaceship, that like an angel with three wings.
I laughed when I noticed that I was using the snow for my personal Rorschach test.
Then I wondered; instead of ink-blots or snow-blots, what if I use the world around me for my test? This stack of massive logs, I saw it first as a barrier, an obstacle, “Don’t Go Here!” then shifted it to be a ladder, easy to climb for a clearer view of my landscape.
The path itself, does it represent my own path, I wondered, hard going up hillsides sometimes, curving later around peaceful glades? Why of course it does…that path is my life! I’d been walking the same physical road for years, unaware that it stands for my destiny, whenever I choose to see it that way. Rocks, trees, sky, city, cars, people — the physical expressions, they’re pictures of my mental and spiritual surroundings, as well.
By the time the pups came dashing back to join me, I saw them as travelers with me along our way, not talking but setting an example: what’s wrong with running your path sometimes instead of walking, what’s wrong with letting the destination take care of itself and simply _being,_ for a while?
Pretend every so-called external thing stands for something internal, and what all of a sudden do we understand about ourselves and about our spiritual choice to visit this planet?
If the pups could talk, I’d ask them. Yet if they could talk, they’d probably say nothing and let me figure it out for myself.
